i've got sunshine on a cloudy day

okay wow, i'm really happy that i'm probably the sole most awful blogger ever. but i feel pretty intelligent because i just spent a good five minutes messing with the HTML thing and got this to look how i wanted it, booyaaah baby. seriously though, when it comes to commitment, i'm the worst. like, the crumbs at the bottom of the box of cereal. por ejemplo, i make a decision to not eat junk food while i'm in soccer season, it lasts two weeks. i'll wake up every morning and start my day with Jesus, i'd like to say that happens every day but it doesn't. i start a blog, and plan to blog once, maybe twice a week. yes, please observe the fact that it has been almost a month since the last entry. oops, fail. that being said, i'm completely opposite in my commitments with people. it's quite ironic actually, you'd think i'd be awful with them, but i'm actually not. i'm the kind of person that if i say i'm not going anywhere, well you better believe that i'll be stuck to our friendship like white on rice. some people don't believe me, but i can say now that there isn't one person who i've made a promise to stay in their life that i've broken that promise to. i take pride in the relationships in my life, and i try to use even the ugly ones to be Jesus.


on a new note, marcel the shell is a freaking legend. 

i know this is lame, but this shell is a inspiration. like, it's so happy with where it's at, that it sees no need to change itself. it's simply that, marcel the shell. nobody else. it makes me happy. plus, there's the fact that it is absolutely impossible to view this without cracking out a smile. and if you can watch it without feeling an internal sense of joy, i recommend therapy.

today i was watching disney channel while i worked out, because i'm almost 17 and i'm that cool, and shake it up was on. and there was this cute little nerd boy who i'd like to have as my best friend. his name is buddy handleson and i swear to goodness, he is the cutest little actor ever. ALSO, i'm pretty sure i've never heard a vocabulary as colorful as his. he makes me want to sit down and read the dictionary in my free time, he's just that nerdy. to be completely honest, i hope if i am ever a momma one day, one of my kids will be like him. sweet and smart. and maybe athletic too, but if not, i'd understand. 

waaaow. i just read that whole last paragraph and i realized how much of a crazy i am. i think the fact that it's 11:32 at night (which is well past my bed time) and that i had some delectable mango and peach white tea (mi favorita) with honey have made me extra exhausted. so i think i'm going to go drag myself upstairs, throw on my pjs, cuddle up with my favorite stuffed puppy and fall into a deep sleep. goodnight (: